All right today was pretty hard since I stopped smoking. I drive quite a bit for my job and one of the things I like to do while driving is have a smoke as I get bored with all the travel. So to make matters worse while I was driving today I was craving a cigarette and I look over to the car right next to me. And all I see is smoke billowing out the window. Those swirls were so intoxicating. They were trying seduce me and lure me into their blinding array of pleasure. I wanted to jump from my car and run over and suck what was getting away. How could they allow all those swirls to dissipate without even trying to infect my lungs. And that was pretty much first thing this morning. So I said to myself I WANT TO STOP SMOKING and I thought about this blog and what I would have to say if I did. So thank you blog for helping me stay clean.
Then I was at a work friends house later on and he came out and was talking to me in his yard. We will stand and chat for an hour or more sometimes while having a cigarette or maybe two or three. So today we are standing chatting and he asked me did I want to smoke. I tell you what; I had to reach deep down to resist it. In-fact he went on to smoke two while I stood right next to him craving that dark pleasure infiltrating my bronchial tubes. Well again thank goodness for this blog as I can still say I have still stopped smoking.
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