Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Day 1 of no smoking

I smoked my last cigarette this morning.  No more smoking for me, I will continue down this road and neglect myself of the insufferable ascending swirls.  Today being the first day to stop smoking and hoping it will go into tomorrow.  Which it will because I have confidance in that much.  
I Stopped smoking last year for over 3 months.  Coming from addiction circles I understand the concept of 90 days, for people drying out in rehab or what not.  So why did I not continue staying off the smokes.  Very good question which has many different answers to it.  
First I thought I could smoke just one. WRONG! Picking that first one up is a killer, I cannot even smoke one more cigerette.  The last one needs to be the last smoke I held in my hand today.
Second maybe I could smoke one a day. WRONG! I must not at all costs pick another cigerette as long as I live.
Third I thought my willpower was better. WRONG!

No more smoking for me.

Day 1 is nearly over and I shall not leave the house again to buy smokes.

Lets see how it goes!!

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